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2009 brought all of this
abandthatfunctionsnewalbumstolovebystvincentthemanicshorrorsjarviscockerpainsofbeingpureatheartwildbeasts
sugaralthoughthatwasfromthe90’sbutitdoesn’tmatterasiboughtitthisyearandthisismylistdidibecomeawareofmymor
talitythisyearorisitjusttheinsistanceofculturalcommentatorsthatleavesmefeelingthatadecadeisabigdealandnotjust
someoneelse’smeasureoflife?workhasbeenconsistantandconsistantlytiringwhydowedoitjustformoneyneverforlovei
wouldonlywishtodothatwhichilovealthoughitisseldomthecaseisthisthepricewepayforconciousnesssometimesiwond
erifmylifewouldbemorefufillingasatreefrogintheamazonatleasttheniwouldbeawareofmylimitationsratherthanconsta
ntlytryingtosurpassthemlikeeveryotherslightlyselfawarehumanwhothinkstheyhaveagodgivenrighttobethealphand
omegaofhumaninterestwhatelseohibecameanuncleagainwhatdoimakeofchildren?somewherebetweenwonderousa
ndselfishnessifpeoplejuststumbledintobecomingpregnantthenperhapsi’dhavealessskewedtakeonitbutasitispeople
activelytryingtobecomepregnantjustmakesmesickifnaturehasit’sownselectiveprocessinchoosingwhoshouldspawn
thenireckonweshouldleaveituptonatureratherthanmewlandwailtillwecanshitoutthenextinlinebutthenthatsjustmea
ndwhoamitosaywhoserightorwrong?Alotofmyambitionswerefufilledthisyearbutthereisevenmoreworkinstorenextye
arasaresultthiscanonlybeagoodthingihopeyouwhoeveryouarearetheretobearwitnessanditoyoualsomuchloveandm
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